Life, New Years and Such
Have you ever stopped to reflect on what your ten year old self would think of you today? This year of 2016 and all it's challenges (I hate you Celiac) has finally come to an end. I had a lot of time over the holidays to stop and breathe. To refocus and to rest. I began to realize that life gets in the way of a lot of important things. It's not so much to say that life stops being good, it's just that the good sometimes becomes overwhelming and becomes bad. A job is important, relationships are important, heck - bills are important! But when they become EVERYTHING, it is easy to lose yourself in the mix, especially when everyone around you is focused on real life problems too.
I am not who I thought I would be when I was ten. Inside, I'm still there, I can feel it. But along the way I make compromises. Tiny little changes, nothing significant. I stay later at work to ensure I keep my job. I make concessions in relationships to keep the peace. I live places convenient to responsibilities rather than where I really want to. I lose sleep to keep up with life's demands even when my body is desperate to rest. It's like turning the steering wheel a tiny fraction. As you're driving it doesn't matter, you're still going in the general direction. Until, it starts to add up like a heavy snow fall that happened one tiny snowflake at a time and suddenly you are off the road and headed for a ditch (I'm in a very dramatic mood today, can you tell!?).
So this week, month or year, whenever you can squeeze yourself out a break from real "life", I encourage you to stop and resurrect your ten your old (they're happy to come back, really). How do you do this? As such...
1. Take some time for you - just you. Visit a coffee shop, take a walk, kick everyone out of the house and secure the doors with something heavy!
2. Reflect on what is most important to you. And take inventory on how much time those priorities are getting. Do you sacrifice your health for the sake of others? Do you spend as much time as you want with your loved ones? Are you enjoying any good ole plain fun?
3. Think like a kid. What would you do if you could (screw time, money and judgment)? What would you say to the people in your life if you knew they'd take it exceedingly well (are you holding back what you feel to "keep the peace" cause that sh*t will eat you alive)!
4. Add one hour to your week to do what YOU want to do. It may be sleeping, it may be visiting a loved one, it may be going to a playground and running around like an idiot. Don't stop and apologize for what you want to do - don't come up with reasons it won't work - don't ask permission, just go!
5. Repeat often. This isn't about being selfish, it's about being you! The best you possible! When you connect with yourself again, it radiates out from you and better supports all the other responsibilities of real life! Encourage others to do the same.... We could all use a little more childlike fun so make your ten your old self proud. And Happy New Year.